I can't believe tomorrow is going to be August 22 and it's my first day back to work since I had kaleia. I have been wishing and hoping this day wouldn't come so soon. But reality is that it's here and I have to suck it up and head back to work. :(... The hardest thing for me is, that I love what I do but at the same time I now have two beautiful little ones I don't want to leave and wish I could always be with them. So as my evening comes to in end, wish me luck tomorrow as it will be a tough morning for me and a rough week but I had to do this once before and this time it just seems 10 times harder since I got to spend some major bonding time with both kaleia and Ashton. We sure had a great summer and we were able to do so many fun things from the beach, to story time to a family vacation. I wouldn't trade a single minute of it for anything.
For those of you that are working moms you know exactly what I'm going thought and know how hard it is. No matter how many times someone can tell you it's going to be hard. Until you have to actually do it yourself , words can't even come close to the mixed feelings that I have.
I have briefed my mother in law in and wish her luck tomorrow with my two babies as this will be a first for her to watch them together.....
I need to try to get a little sleep before kaleias next feeding.
Night and wish me the best
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