Life...

I'm kinda at a cross roads right now and not really sure what to do. Jonathan and I have talked through some things and ideas but we have to deside what we want to do. As for our family and what's going to be best for us down the road. I have been doing lots of thinking between all my craziness at work and on my long drives or late flights or late nights in hotels when I can't sleep and cant shut it all down. So I figured this was the best way for me to get it off my mind and put it down on paper. We have had some resent family things that have come about and we will have some child care support but not what we had.  So we are tossing a few ideas around and also hard core looking for a nanny. So if you know anyone in the north San Diego coastal area let me know. We are in need of someone in about 6 weeks.
We also are looking to see if we can find a bigger place and really want to buy a home that has at least 4 bedrms . Ill keep you posted as we deside what will be the next big adventures and changes in our lives.
Thanks for hearing me out...