As Jonathan and I couldn't put this in words any differently. OUR Official first day down with the whole Mercado family being home. It went really well, Natalie came to visit with Landon Racer and everyone had a good time, I'm up and moving around pretty well for just going through what i did and Kaleia is a darling little girl. Ashton is doing well, yesterday and today he was being super hyper and showing off alot, he knows he's not the baby anymore and its going to take a little adjustment on everyone's part to make sure both children feel like they are number 1. It wont be easy but I think we can handle it, towards the end of the day we all had a big hugging session to help him realize that we love him just as much and he isn't 2nd best. After that he starting settling into his big brother role, he even held Kaleia for a few minutes and had a huge smile on his face, after that we couldn't keep him away from her, it was the best. Day 2 and the next few weeks are sure going to be a big adjustment for all of us but I know we will find a system that will work for all of us.
One thing I have to add is that it just about broke my heart tonight when we went to put Ashton to sleep because i cant do my full normal routine with him at bed time because i cant lift him up and it kills me. I so badly wanted to hold him all to myself and sing him his song and tell him our little good night blessing but it turned out to be a family bed time with Aj witch is not a bad thing but he just doesn't understand why I cant lift him up right now and that's what breaks my heart. I know it will get better in the next couple of weeks. But we did lot's of hugging and kissing good night from daddy's hands and from the floor since I cant pick him up right now. That's it for now. Have a great night everyone, will see how it will go with Kaleia tonight...
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